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Back for More….
Back for more…
I can’t stay away, can’t get away from you. When I think to myself I’ve moved on farther than before…I’m back for more. One day I woke up thinking to myself how lucky I am to have met you. Very fortunate to call you a friend of mine. Your so beautiful and the sound of your name always makes me smile so much! Happiness! I love the way you like to live! So much has happen between us that it is very sweet and delighting to know that we still are close. Driven by cause we live apart from each other…for now. Yes I’m sincere when I sit here writing and thinking about my next move. I plan carefully rather than freely for wisdom and especially experience have taught me many valuable lessons. I know now to value those around me even more closer than before. Not that I never did before, I just simply see things in a different light.
“Don’t stop, get it..get it now” – Daz
Forgiveness is a matter of just saying your sorry, but why choose to say sorry? and rather not ” I wish”? at least then you have a purpose…a goal to try to reach?
It’s all rather a blur whenever I’ve spent time with you cause every second that goes by, it seems like I’ve been years away from you. Rather than pout and tus about not being able to see you as often as I wish too, I spend time at nights thinking of the short and small times we have spent together. All I ever wanted was to be with you on a daily basis. Is that too much to ask for? Maybe, if I’m not really the guy that makes you go googoogagga about…lol…but if I am…than you know what I’m talking about.
I can’t stay away, can’t get away from you. When I think to myself I’ve moved on farther than before…I’m back for more….
This site…is dedicated to MY LIFE.
How Can I Do The Things I Want To Do?
How can I do the things I want to do…if 90% of me is you?
I’m trying at this stage of life to grab complete control of my life. You say “huh?” Very simple, when you have a child from a previous relationship and still living at home with your parents…you kinda just go with the flow. That has been my problem as of lately, I can’t complain its easy…but I know in order for me to become a true man and set the example for my daughter I need to take things to the next level.
Enter the wisdom and patience stage of my life…
Growing up in life without a dad and being the young man of the house, much was expected from me.
” I was given this world, I didn’t make it ” – 2pac
Many lessons I never learned to what it is to be a man. Some lessons though I learned from other friends while most I learned and picked up from my elders and by reading books. Fathered by GOD was one of the most recent books I’ve read. In it, it specifies how many adult men are simply Kids walking around in Men’s bodies. I found myself thinking all this time I was already a man, truth of the mater is I’m nearly 1/4th of a real man. So by reading some literature and hanging out and speaking to my elders, I’ve realized I have much work ahead of myself.
Let’s get down to business!
Oh yeah..check out my new tatt..in the works..but hey!?..lol
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