Diminish My Own

Be-little me?!

 

So you think that just because of my race and status, you can say that I’m a piece of shit!

 

Against all odds?

 

I still rise to the occasion! Regardless of my situation. My God will not let me fall to the depths of hell…

 

God forgive me for my bad habits.

 

A few years ago I found myself wondering who or what diminishes my own? Many point the finger on the most obvious, myself! For putting myself in the current situation I’m in. Yet I’m remembered that it takes two to tango, but why is it that the male gets the shitty end of the stick? I know women have it bad as well after a divorce too! Especially when theirs kids involved. I mean come on! Their are still many great men out there, that like myself had the unfortunate luck or decision making that just went wrong! But we all make mistakes, were not perfect.

 

Many people share the same thought processing I possessed, while others pre-judge me or us based on our past.

 

Our past is just like I said..Our past! No one should ever be judge by it. Be cautious about people putting a front? Yes, but don’t be so hard on a man for honestly trying to do some or all good. After all some of us can change.

 

I’ve learned now though, that you can’t wait on people to trust you. Or believe in you. It is us, the ones out to prove them wrong, that just has to go out there and just do it! Brothers and sisters will always be there for you, as well as many good friends, but you can’t simply rely on them to make a difference in your life.

 

Take the chains of me and those who you’ve doubted for oh so long. Let our actions speak louder than our words. Blessed by the lord himself, nothing shall be un-attainable.

 

I’m still figuring out my options at the age of 27. I know time is ticking and I will soon make a move. Which I know will drastically change the course of my family’s life. But I also know with the power of Jesus and the Lord himself, I shall not fail…

 

And Life, I’m sure is still not done throwing curve balls at me. But whatever comes my way, I will endure the tests of His prophecy and shall not question His fate for me. Since it already has been written and shall be done. I will carry about my daily Life. Until the day I am with Him.

 

Don’t be a hater be a congratulater.